Work, work, work.
I feel like that's all I do sometimes.
There aren't any days off anymore.
See I typed this, now I'm late.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Ay yo, the sun can't shine forever...
So recently, I've been very fortunate to have a lot of really good days. Awesome days. I had an amazing vacation. I've been riding high. So I knew damn well I would have to have a crazy shitty one very soon. I just hate that it was on a Saturday.
I'll spare you all the gory details. I've just had a war going on in my mind today. I can't make it stop. I feel pretty low right now. But, I've also come to realize that feeling like this eventually is gonna go away, and I can get back to a good time.
Life really breaks us the fuck down sometimes. It sucks. Things are not always as simple as right or wrong, fair or unfair, and inevitably someone is going to get fucked over. That's how it goes. I guess I just spent the majority of the day wondering what in the fuck I had done wrong, when really I haven't done anything. It just is what it is. No one's perfect, ESPECIALLY me, and I can't expect other people to be that way either. It just sucks because so many times we think we really know someone, but we don't. We all go through changes. I know for damn sure I am not the same person I was 10 months ago. In a lot of ways, we don't, we won't ever change. Inherently, we are the people we are. I guess we just grow, and growth can be good or bad. You'd like to think eventually we grow enough, positive and negative, in so many directions that we actually get some stuff right. I would love to get something right every once in a while.
I'm trying to make sense when I've felt like I'm going to lose it all day, it's 1 AM and I'm beat so I guess I should wrap up.
Roll with the punches, life hands you lemons, insert whatever corny phrase you want to here. For the most part they are true, but they are never easy to accept.
You just have to keep it all in focus, and know that life is not going to suck forever.
See, I feel better already.
I'll spare you all the gory details. I've just had a war going on in my mind today. I can't make it stop. I feel pretty low right now. But, I've also come to realize that feeling like this eventually is gonna go away, and I can get back to a good time.
Life really breaks us the fuck down sometimes. It sucks. Things are not always as simple as right or wrong, fair or unfair, and inevitably someone is going to get fucked over. That's how it goes. I guess I just spent the majority of the day wondering what in the fuck I had done wrong, when really I haven't done anything. It just is what it is. No one's perfect, ESPECIALLY me, and I can't expect other people to be that way either. It just sucks because so many times we think we really know someone, but we don't. We all go through changes. I know for damn sure I am not the same person I was 10 months ago. In a lot of ways, we don't, we won't ever change. Inherently, we are the people we are. I guess we just grow, and growth can be good or bad. You'd like to think eventually we grow enough, positive and negative, in so many directions that we actually get some stuff right. I would love to get something right every once in a while.
I'm trying to make sense when I've felt like I'm going to lose it all day, it's 1 AM and I'm beat so I guess I should wrap up.
Roll with the punches, life hands you lemons, insert whatever corny phrase you want to here. For the most part they are true, but they are never easy to accept.
You just have to keep it all in focus, and know that life is not going to suck forever.
See, I feel better already.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Anybody there?
Holy shit. The last time I wrote in this was March. That sucks.
Life has been pretty crazy. Crazy good and bad.
So real talk, last weekend the Jersey Shore saved my life.
I owe a debt I can't repay, but I want to say thanks to all my New Jersey friends, old and new.
I've got crazy work to do today, so I'll do something else in here later. And by later no I don't mean 5 months from now.
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